Residency | Performance Space New York

We Exist in the Ambivalence of Those Motherfuckers

We Exist in the Ambivalence of Those Motherfuckers departs from the mainstream commemoration and reflection by Vietnam and the United States of the 50th anniversary of the end of the Vietnam War in 1975. While the injuries of the past remain present decades later and have been well-examined by Vietnamese-American artists, the history of experimental performance in Vietnam has emerged amidst a negotiation of ambivalence and resistance to government interference. To instigate a global conversation around art-making and censorship, the program provides self-determined Vietnamese-centered environments and contexts within which audiences may engage with contemporary Vietnamese practitioners. Supported by long-term residencies, conversations, and provocations in Performance Space New York’s theaters over the course of a month, the program will culminate in debut performances by four intergenerational artists, and conversations with the program’s instigators and co-organizers Anh Vo, maura nguyễn donohue, and Lumi Tan. 

The title of the project comes from unreleased lyrics by Ngoc Dai, a former soldier turned avant-garde composer, inferring that a radical existence can be both a refusal of the ambivalence of those in power, and enabled by that same ambivalence. 

We Exist in the Ambivalence of Those Motherfuckers is a part of a broader series of events featuring talks, screenings, publications, and more, collaboratively organized between organizations during the fall and winter seasons. Movement Research Performance Journal Issue #62 will be entirely dedicated to experimental Vietnamese performance, featuring reflections from 21 Vietnamese artists and curators including Tuong Linh DoVu Duc ToanViet LePhuong Linh NguyenNhung Dinh, and Tra Nguyen. Public programs include a virtual engagement with artists ahead of their residency as presented in partnership with the Center for the Arts at Wesleyan University; a conversation between Lumi Tanmaura nguyễn donohueAnh Vo, and Do Tuong Linh around the origins of the project at Asia Art Archive in America; a screening and discussion exploring early video of experimental performance in Vietnam including work by Truong Tan and Vu Dan Tan at CARA (Center for Art, Research, and Alliances); and a conversation between Lai Dieu Ha and Nhi Le at New York University’s Institute of Fine Art.

We Exist in the Ambivalence of Those Motherfuckers is co-produced by Performance Space New York and the Center for the Arts, Wesleyan University.

Public Programming:

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We Exist in the Ambivalence of those Motherfuckers with Thanh Toàn Doan, Vu Đức Toàn, Nhi Lê Phương, & Lai Dieu Ha Thi

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In conjunction with We Exist in the Ambivalence of Those Motherfuckers, co-organizers maura nguyễn donohue, Lumi Tan, and Anh Vo guest edited Issue #62 of Movement Research Performance Journal, inviting 21 Vietnamese artists, curators, and organizers engaged in experimental performance to contribute reflections on their own work, on historical spaces, performances, and events, or on present concerns. 

To celebrate the launch of the journal, donohue, Tan, Vo, contributor Vu Duc Toan, and MRPJ editor-in-chief Joshua Lubin-Levy will read excerpts from the journal, followed by a screening of the documentary Hanoi Eclipse – The Music of Dai Lam Linh (2010) directed by Barley Norton.


Contributors:

Anh Vo, Lyon Dat Nguyen, Đỗ Tường Linh, Nguyễn Minh Phước, Ly Hoàng Ly, Châu Kim-Sanh, Luu An, Nguyễn Quốc Thành, Đinh Nhung, Phương Linh Nguyễn, Phuong Phan, Nguyễn Xuân Sơn (SơnX), Tam Thi Pham, Vũ Đức Toàn, Trà Nguyễn, Bùi Duy Thanh Mai, Trần Lương, Vân Đỗ, Thảo Hồ , Việt Lê, Hải Nam Nguyễn

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Nhi Le will introduce her artistic methods through performance practices focusing on experimenting with materials, creating “original” movements, and evoking feelings. Participants will begin with their old memories, make new memories together, and then listen to a song. Any human or alien can join in.

What is surreal in front and funny in the back?
What is disgusting when it goes sideways and shameful when it goes down?
What is exhausted when it stays down and gentle when it jumps up?
What is great when it opens its eyes and free when it holds?
It is Nothing
It is Nothing
Only know that the East is blood
The West is Man
The South is soil
The North is mother
Just walk the path.

Cái gì siêu thực ở đằng trước mà buồn cười ở phía sau?
Cái gì sang ngang thì kinh tởm mà xuống dưới thì hổ thẹn?
Cái gì ở lại thì kiệt quệ mà nhảy lên thì dịu dàng?
Cái gì mở mắt thì vĩ đại mà nắm lại thì tự do?
Chẳng có gì cả
Chẳng có gì cả
Chỉ biết phía Đông là máu
Phía Tây là Người
Phía Nam là đất
Phía Bắc là mẹ
Cứ thế mà đi.

In Residence

Leslie Cuyjet, during a season-long residency with Performance Space New York, will further research and develop her project For All Your Life, a performance and social experiment that examines the value of Black life and Black death. Weaving the historical context of life insurance with real current day financial structures, she aims to pay dividends to investors after her passing. At Performance Space New York, Cuyjet will further develop this project, examining ideas of cultural and institutional legibility and how to value a life’s worth, seeding new vehicles of performance. 
 
In collaboration with the 2025 Performa Biennial, Cuyjet will have a consistent presence at the Performa Hub, designed by multi-disciplinary agency, Clocks.

sim-B

sim-B is an laboratory for co-designing liberatory systems of preservation and encryption, stewarded by Black queer memory artists Jazmin Jones, Olivia M Ross, Yeelen Cohen, and Nana XOXO.

sim-B will have a physical presence in the Performance Space New York offices and on occasion, publicly in Open Room, hosting workshops and events, and keeping informal office hours to address our community’s pressing archival questions and needs. In addition, sim-B will advise on Performance Space New York’s burgeoning oral history project that bridges the impactful history of PS122 and the East Village with our current programming and institutional practices.

Training Facility

Organized by Arianna Gil
 
By the 1990s, the area around the Astor Place Cube was an epicenter of skateboarding culture. Arianna Gil of the feminist art collective BRUJAS, whose founding members were born and raised on the Lower East Side, remembers her first skateboarding adventures in the neighborhood’s many empty lots, most of which have now been developed. To compensate for Manhattan’s limited skateboarding opportunities in 2018, BRUJAS (Robin Giordani, Antonia Perez, Tabby Wakes, Sarah Snider, Ripley Soprano, Myles Sales, Taj Williams, Orlando Gil, Miles Giordani) invites industrial designer Jonathan Olivares to build a skate park in Performance Space New York’s new theater. People with a passion for skateboarding and radical politics are invited to join open skate sessions and sign up for collaborative peer-based workshops.
 
Schedule

8pm – 1am

BRUJAS hosts their third annual Anti-Prom, as part of Red Bull Music Festival New York. 18+, no social media, and the dance floor is phone free zone. Featuring: Young M.A, La Gooney Chonga, Killavesi, Tabby Wakes, Slim Poppins, Sly C, Gods Wisdom, No Intimate, gnarianna, Flex Lang, Cofaxx

Open Skate | 12pm – 4pm
Workshop | 4pm – 6pm
Direct Action gets the goods

Organized by LJ Amsterdam
Direct Action is the practice of organizing each other to live as though we were already free. Together we’ll build a brave space to practice tactics for civil disobedience, strategies for community defense, and ways to use our bodies to build power.

Open Skate | 12pm – 6pm

Open Skate | 12pm – 6pm

Open Skate | 12pm – 6pm

Performance | 4pm – 6pm
Zhe Zhe Live
Zhe Zhe, the fictional band from the cult web series Zhe Zhe, plays live. Zhe Zhe is Ruby McCollister as Mona Deliza, Leah Hennessey as Jean D’Arc and Emily Allan as Chewie Swindleburne.

Open Skate | 12pm – 6pm

Open Skate | 12pm – 4pm
Workshop | 4pm – 6pm
Advanced DJ Seminar W/ A-Trak
Organized by A-Trak
If you have some experience DJing, come hang for an advanced learning session with A-Trak, one of the world’s premier battle DJs and founder of Fool’s Gold Records.

Open Skate | 12pm – 6pm

Open Skate | 12pm – 6pm

Open Skate | 12pm – 4pm
Workshop | 4pm – 6pm
Herban Cura: Dyeing with Flowers, Bugs and Bark
Organized by Ana Ratner
Advance registration required
Learn the basics of nature-based dyeing. We will play with different fabrics, mordants, and dyes including indigo, cochineal, osage orange, and more. We will provide strips of fabric, but participants should come with clothing or fabric they are interested in dyeing (only cotton, bamboo, linen, flax, hemp, wool, or silk blends)

Open Skate | 12pm – 4pm
Workshop | 4pm – 6pm
BRUJAS SS18 Collection: Seize Bellevue
Hosted by Emily Allan, Ripley Soprano, Isaac Madison, Arianna Gil
Brujas will host a conversation around their latest SS18 Collection, Seize Bellevue, which calls for a compassionate and radical re-conception of one of our more insidious carceral institutions – the pharmaceutical industry and mental health crisis system.

BRUJAS’ Training Facility was made possible with lead support from our corporate sponsor Red Bull as well as New York City & Company Foundation, Howard Gilman Foundation, Lambent Foundation Fund of Tides Foundation, The Andrew W. Mellon Foundation, the Rockefeller Brothers Fund; and in part by public funds from New York City Department of Cultural Affairs in partnership with the City Council and New York State Council on the Arts with the support of Governor Andrew Cuomo and the New York State Legislature. This project was funded in part by a Humanities New York Action Grant.

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